This was sunday and it was night. Everyone knew it was night and I had no choice except just stay at home. This was my sixth day to be in home after my exam day last week. Being home was my dream when I had to feel the grey side of my boarding house. Being trapped in the dark circle of life had made me become a stoic person in seeing the life rotation. I needed the fresh air so that I decided to go home. I felt comfort firstly. I could find the joyful after the hard day. Then it became a bored damn condition. The grey environment which I had to stay seemed to be the boomerang for me to stay alive. I could not stand strongly to fight that, so that I feel so weak and helpless. I tried to find the new life, being the new soul and going to the new world.
This was me with my luxurious dream. So many challenges which I had to fight. But I never got the way to pull it down. I was like a little turtle trapping in the line of armies, be difficult to find the path.
I never knew whether this difficult was naturally happen on me or just because I did not want to wake up early. One thing that I knew, that I wanted to stand by my self without knowing when it be.
I was only sighing in facing my self. I tried to smile in my stupidity.
Hooaaam. . . It was almost midnight and I had to close my eyes. Morning had been waiting my awareness to be changed. Good Night.
This was me with my luxurious dream. So many challenges which I had to fight. But I never got the way to pull it down. I was like a little turtle trapping in the line of armies, be difficult to find the path.
I never knew whether this difficult was naturally happen on me or just because I did not want to wake up early. One thing that I knew, that I wanted to stand by my self without knowing when it be.
I was only sighing in facing my self. I tried to smile in my stupidity.
Hooaaam. . . It was almost midnight and I had to close my eyes. Morning had been waiting my awareness to be changed. Good Night.
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